this is a total filler

This was going to be a full-on angry rant about everything, but I find myself unable to write it. Life is feeling like a big spiky hamster wheel at the moment, with my (emotionally) five-year-old, vindictive, selfish and self-rationalizing middle-management wielding a whip. Fortunately I do have a pretty good support system, although I'm sure they're getting tired of the endless snappishness and ranting.

It's also difficult to be patient and wait for things to get better. I want things to work out now and I know that I will be happier in the long run if it doesn't, but that doesn't make me frustrated and prickly and snappish at times.

On the plus side my plants are still alive.